Remember when I used to laugh and it wasn't just a choke,
Remember when I was the one that would make up the jokes.
Remember when I used to smile and it wasn't just a mask,
and you'd never have to ask if I was happy or not.
Remember when I thought I could help you,
Remember when I wasn't weighing you down.
I swear that I have never lied to you,
I just may of left some things out.
Why am I still standing my ground,
When everything I care about comes tumbling down.
Why do I still love so much,
But whenever I ask once I get shot down,
I try to think back,
to when I was still whole.
But I just don't see myself as me anymore.
I ask you to remember, I don't know if you still do.
But I just can't forget you.
Have you ever had a life that was lost to the past,
Did you ever really think that it was meant to last.
Well time comes swiftly and loss strikes fast.
So If I am asked,
I'll just forget it.
Was there really a time I could help you,
I bet I was your one only fault.
This path that was taken was not for you,
So I'll just shut up and just walk.
No matter how hard I tried,
no matter how many tears were cried,
No matter how much I just wan't to move on.
All the things that I did,
Man guilts a b****,
But theres something you just can't put behind you.
But I still don't know why!!!